I was worried That your somber visage Wasn't here today Are you coming back Or do I have To bear another breakaway When I was lonely Only you could show me How your lover stayed awake Are you homebound Look at me now I'm the subject of a sentence That never left your tongue I watched it transfer To the mouth of a boy You couldn't love I would agree My pedigree Is a testament to loss and grief Are you close Are you home now I'm coming back Losing tact Moving forward and The wind is breaking my back If you cared so much Why didn't you just stay If you cared so much Why didn't you just stay If you cared so much Why didn't you just stay If you cared so much Why didn't you just stay AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

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I hate the fact That you made me feel special Cause the crisis I'm having Is existential I'll tell you right now This is confidential Cause my actions are quite Consequential Self gratified Through a judging eye When the lens was cracked You didn't know how to React Self gratified Through a judging eye You made a fool out of me I'll never forget it (and the end is contemplation) We'll always regret it (making me go insane) I'll never forget it We'll always regret it (it's hard to see you) I'll never forget it (life is just a breeze through) We'll always regret it (kick that bad habit) I'll never forget it

Rest my eyes For a while Feeling a little dizzy from your Upside down Twisted smile You're killing me inside And as I I take this chance To tell you this That game is unfair broken are the The Days you’ll come To miss I feel you resonant Within my mind You stood the test of time You stood the test of time Cracked hour Glass Shatter bits Shatter glass Translation Shatter past Should of known this would Never last Chasing after Mixed drinks Chicks that didn't think But had the fattest ass And a battered past Reflecting on the baggage That I didn't let go These times was so memorable Like the makeup on ya face I just gotta let it go Wash it off Let it go Walking past the baggage claim grabbing only my leather coat Walking off in slo-mo Bet y'all didn't even know He was there through it all Through the smiles and the frowns When nobody would answer calls Through crawls walks and the falls Me and you And no car Me and you Between four walls I'm perfect for my purpose But I know I'm so flawed Within my mind You stood the test of time There will be a time When we see the light When we see the light Shining so brightly There will be a time When we see the light When we see the light Shining so brightly There will be a time When we see the light When we see the light Shining so brightly

I been on new shit I been in my bag I been doing me I been on Q shit I been on some coo shit I been talking to this one girl that I ain't seen in year For like two days GaDamn that guh fine Take me back to my school days That's word to Spike Mo' better I had the blues but I'm good Fam, Need to go back Chi this summer, Reconnect with my hood fam, Cause I been feeling lost, But lately, I'm feeling a lot like I don't wanna call nobody boss Look Ima do that for the cause I got hang time now Locs on lock I'm playing Roddy Rich Shit I just might hop up out the box With a brand new something in some heels All shorty wanna do is take a drive All a nigga wanna smell is Cali kush All shorty wanna do is catch a vibe I'm a hit ya the front, back, side, side This vibe don't stop Shorty I'm about to hit ya block Meet outside chop chop I been on a new wave (new wave) Take me back to my school days (school days) (Bang her line like) I'm just tryna chill With some peace of mind Next to something fine Drinking wine I'm a hit your line Like can we connect Can we connect I'm just tryna chill With some peace of mind Next to something fine Drinking wine I'm a hit your line Like can we connect Can we connect I've been on some me shit Staying low key Never mind me Word to SP Yeah that's that "LQ" and "Smea" shit Had the whole word going seasick MC2 been the wave Yo shit was halfway decent Ain't too much that you can say That why I'm Better than y'all on my chill shit Not too late you can still quit Takin a ride in a back seat With a bad chick that I can chill with Let's getaway Just real quick Cuz my time too short Put me in the game Watch how I do this shit for sport Catch a nigga hit the gas on 'em Goin' like the herb Hit a right swerve Oh you haven't heard No time to think or stress Make sure my peace don't get disturbed Look We can elevate This dialogue All I need vibe and space Hit you with a text When it's time to roll no time to waste Like this (like this) I'm just tryna chill With some peace of mind Next to something fine Drinking wine I'm a hit your line Like can we connect Can we connect I'm just tryna chill With some peace of mind Next to something fine Drinking wine I'm a hit your line Like can we connect Can we connect Tell me do you want to take the wheel Baby all I'm tryna do is chill It don't matter where we go matter where we go I'm just tryna tell you how it feels Baby all I'm tryna do is chill It don't matter where we go I'm just tryna chill With some peace of mind Next to something fine Drinking wine I'm a hit your line Like can we connect Can we connect I'm just tryna chill With some peace of mind Next to something fine Drinking wine I'm a hit your line Like can we connect Can we connect I'm just tryna tell you how it feels Baby all I'm tryna do is chill It don't matter where we go It don't matter where we go It don't matter where we go It don't matter where we go It don't matter where we go

Damn gurl You made a home in my mind Aw damn gurl The way you move is a crime Aww damn gurl Movin' that booty in time I've been thinkin' about you I've been thinkin' about you (babe) Girl you so fine Yes I've been thinkin' about you (babe) Girl you so fine I've got a plan gurl For when you wanna have a good time But this plan, gurl It's a plan that's sure to make you mine You've gotta understand, gurl There ain't nothin' I won't try And it's obviously why I've been thinkin' about you (babe) Girl you so fine Yes I've been thinkin' about you (babe) Girl you so fine I've been thinkin' about you (babe) Girl you so fine Yes I've been thinkin' about you (babe) Girl you so fine

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I’m awake For what seems like the first time In a long time I’m sick of losing all my sleep When you’re not here And I’m not there in your arms And my heads not where it should be And yours is not resting on me And I feel it I know it’s coming on And I need it This warmth inside your chest It’s been burning in my head and I’ve been losing sleep To find the words I know you always want to hear from me Every mile of the ninety-four I count them every time I've been running through my head the possibilities All the scenarios And all the little perfect things That I could do to show you everything you mean to me in time This forever now Oh yeah I want it you know Oh can you feel it now Deep inside your veins This is the way it’s should be Lost in another soul This is a better me I’ve never felt so whole And I feel it I know it’s coming on And I need it This warmth inside your chest It’s been burning in my head and I’ve been losing sleep To find the words I know you always want to hear from me Every mile of the ninety-four I count them every time I've been running through my head the possibilities All the scenarios And all the little perfect things That I could do to show you everything you mean to me in time It’s been burning in my head and I’ve been losing sleep To find the words I know you always want to hear from me Every mile of the ninety-four I count them every time I've been running through my head the possibilities All the scenarios And all the little perfect things That I could do to show you everything you mean to me in time

Zero-sum Overcome My handicap My handicap See-through skin, Transparent I don’t know-how I don’t know-how Feel the pain sinking in See the brain on the fringe We are alone in this world Fumbling forward into eternity Is our knowledge incomplete? I look at the stars and I feel obsolete Oh please don’t tell me we’re out of hope Broken bones, Stuck at home I’m so tired of this So tired of this Immobilized Take no advice Don’t wanna stop Never gonna stop Feel the pain sinking in See the brain on the fringe We are alone in this world Fumbling forward into eternity Is our knowledge incomplete? I look at the stars and I feel obsolete Oh please don’t tell me we’re out of hope

You’ve been obsessed with your mental health Locked in your head, in your room Can you help yourself If nothing we share makes it to ear level I keep remembering Robin Williams killed himself Mama says he’s just like me But what the hell does that even mean Am I fated to love and live helplessly Does it matter if I don’t amount to anything at all I hear you’ve set up camp in bed With a mirror hanging overhead And I’ve known you to say you’d never lose And then I hear last week that you lost your head They say you’re just like me They say that you belong with me Why, oh why do I believe what they say Why do I accept the things that you say at all Why are you looking back on your life like it’s over Oh it sounds like what you’d have told me so I told you How can you really stand to let me win Like you had to crumble to let me in I know that saying that won’t get you to do nothing no more But I want to You know what it’s like to wait in bed And to over-romanticize the dead And to never wish aloud Cause there’s too much regret But if you wait it out with me maybe we both forget. And maybe this is how we compete And maybe now, for the time being We get right or so we believe and maybe Oh, my love, this is all we need I know Why are you looking back on your life like it’s over Oh it sounds like what you’d have told me so I told you How can you really stand to let me win Like you had to crumble to let me in I know that saying shit won’t get you to do nothing no more but I want you (Why are you looking back on your life like it’s over) Oh it sounds like what you’d have told me so I told you How can you really stand to let me win Can you really stand to let me in I know that saying shit won’t get you to do nothing no more But I want to Why are you looking back on your life like it’s over Oh it sounds like what you’d have told me so I told you How can you really stand to let me win Like you had to crumble to let me in I know that saying that won’t get you to do nothing no more but

Don't give up Keep chasing dreams that'll make you Feel alive More than you've ever felt In this life Dream out loud Haters gonna hate now Sayin' that we've been dead wrong Tell them, haters, out there, tell them, haters, out loud Hey hear me Oh don't you talk to me that way Oh don't you talk to We've been dreaming Of this for too Long To feel that we Can't chase them dreams No more Haters gonna hate now Sayin' that we've been dead wrong Tell them, haters, out there Tell them, haters, out there, tell them, haters, out loud Hey hear me Oh don't you talk to me that way Oh don't you talk to me that way Don't you talk to me that way Don't you talk to me that way Don't you talk to me that way (oh don't you talk to) Don't you talk to me that way (me that way) Don't you talk to me that way Don't you talk to me that way Don't you talk to me that way (oh don't you talk to) I've been upside down Told me turn around I'll be on my way To my dream To my dream We've been dreaming Of this for too Long To feel that we Cant chase them dreams No more We've been dreaming Of this for too Long To feel that we Cant chase them dreams No more

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As luck would have it You're back up on your bad habits Disguising pain While doing verbal acrobatics You sacrilegious as best You wear your heart on your sleeve It's just an open wound you keep in your chest You put your best foot forward Slapping the concrete How you keep your head above waters Beyond me The song speaks to you As it seeps through your headphones You walkin' down your city street Whistling Redbone (So stay woke) Easier done than said When your eyes don't close You askin' me for the answers, homie I don't know We're in this concrete jungle Where the vines don't grow And then yo You don't want another night like this And you don't need another night like this You don't want another night like this And you don't need another night like this You got the jams randomized playing Russian roulette so let those emo joints bump cause fuck it you're stressed you start to fantasize about brushes with death and picking up the pace gotcha buzzin' a sweat and so you suffer though the walk alone getting far from home they can't reach you when you're on your own the lonely soul takes a stroll and he'll bounce back while Fall Out Boys old shit providing the soundtrack (Sugar we're going down swinging) The bells ringing Once your eyes shut close You askin' me for the answers, homie I don't know We're in this concrete jungle Where the vines don't grow And then yo You don't want another night like this And you don't need another night like this You don't want another night like this And you don't need another night like this I've been feeling lost But I'm I'm hoping I can find you I've been feeling lost But I'm I'm hoping I can find you I've been feeling lost I've been feeling lost I'm hoping I can find you I've been feeling lost I've been feeling lost I'm hoping I can find you But I'm

I thought that I Could get through this but I know that you Are always better at it so My friends said that you would be there I said I didn't care But I'll end up eating my words tonight When I saw you standing there How many times is this gonna happen You call me up late at night And tell me that I should come over And when I get there you pull me in closer And in the morning You give me a cold shoulder How was I supposed to know That this was over I think that I love her And I know that I cant Stay any longer And I know that I should Stay till it's over (And I know that I cant) How could you see 7 minutes is eternity (Stay any longer) (And I know that I should) I'll make you see (Stay till it's over) Maybe you're in love with me I know that we'd Be better for it but I don't think I Have the stomach for this Can't believe that this would You said that You would never leave Now I'm stuck here standing in a corner Tryna figure out what's so wrong with me How many times is this gonna happen You call me up late at night And tell me that I should come over And when I get there you pull me in closer And in the morning You give me a cold shoulder How was I supposed to know That this was over I think that I love her And I know that I cant Stay any longer And I know that I should Stay till it's over (And I know that I cant) How could you see 7 minutes is eternity (Stay any longer) (And I know that I should) I'll make you see (Stay till it's over) Maybe you're in love with me Take Your time I'll be Just fine Take Your time I'll be And I know that I cant Stay any longer And I know that I should Stay till it's over (And I know that I cant) How could you see 7 minutes is eternity (Stay any longer) (And I know that I should) I'll make you see (Stay till it's over) Maybe you're in love with me

Chosen, These shadows on me Fiending for its way in On another host Dead gaze, Resting on my shoulders Shapeshifting into desire It was here that it made Our connection And instinct lead to my assessment No masters, no serpents servant Waging war for a tomb you wanna call home Chasing ghosts in catacombs Rest in peace, in my soul You claim to be the eater of worlds We were born to consume and take everything x2 Waging war for a tomb you wanna call home Rest in peace, in my soul x2 Feed yourself to me

Imagine there's no ghosts Imagine Seeing There's no fears in a thousand oaks Buzzes of only warnings (with your cries) Grand love of bows and banes They are the ghost of your cage Do they dissolve in water? I will walk Wrote for innocence and broken in that ruse Seeing the high road and the low road and Wanting to take both At the same time

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All your life you followed regulations You never acted out In fear of alienation You kept it straight and narrow Careful what you do, Cause that's all you know That's all you know The standards, rules, and laws you see (Compliance with conformity) You never gave yourself the chance (Time to get up and take your stance) Imagine life with a routine (To never venture out to sea) Just the thought is something scary You shouldn't go through life with limitations Do the things you want and really chase them Tomorrow isn't promised Be who you wanna be Instead of what you're told Of what you're told The standards, rules, and laws you see (Compliance with conformity) You never gave yourself the chance (Time to get up and take your stance) Imagine life with a routine (To never venture out to sea) Just the thought is something scary (Just the thought is something scary) I am what I wanna be I am where I need to be I am what I wanna be I am where I need to be The standards, rules, and laws you see (Compliance with conformity) You never gave yourself the chance (Time to get up and take your stance) Imagine life with a routine (To never venture out to sea) Just the thought is something scary (Just the thought is something scary)

Once my heart Is reassembled I will echo Your location All this time spent Alone and distant All this time has been My only true friend I wasn't looking for your love Now all I need is your touch I haven't had enough I haven't had enough I haven't had enough So won't you wake me up Before you leave Forgive my Outdated memory All this time spent In hibernation All this time has left Me behind again Reactivate me Reactivate me Reactivate me I'm not obsolete I'm not obsolete Reactivate me Reactivate me All this time spent Alone and distant All this time has been My only true friend I wasn't looking for your love Now all I need is your touch I haven't had enough I haven't had enough I haven't had enough Reactivate me I wasn't looking for your love (reactivate me) Now all I need is your touch (reactivate me) I haven't had enough (i'm not obsolete) I haven't had enough (i'm not obsolete) I haven't had enough

I’ve lost a lotta sleep, Kept my dreams and some pocket change Bled on some stages That others say I’ve rocked in vain Ain’t it strange That they’ll watch you fall the hardest Survive the crash And you might be called be an artist I’ve been dying for a chance to resurrect It’s the pleasure, stress, Reckless sex with an ex that wouldn’t let it rest I’ve been a ghost that wouldn’t stay the night A student taught to save a life My teacher was the woman that I thought I might make my wife Ain’t it nice to reminisce? I remember this Before anybody gave a fuck about my penmanship I was coming to grips with a choice To share my joy and my sorrow when I scribbled songs and gave em voice White noise for the closed-ear, A shoulder for the aching heart I’ll break these beats until they make a brotha break apart Long before we make a mark It's S. Fiend, raiders of the ark, still here Searching for forsaken art Whoa Thanks for your concern and doubts Whoa I’m doing fine, I’m tryna work it out Whoa I heard you keep me in your prayers Whoa I’m not broken but I’m in repair I've been told I've been wasting MY time on the road, playing shows, I can’t make up my mind/ I find a piece of me I've been leaving behind/ In time I can see everything Will be fine/ I know sometimes I come close (to just giving up) I know what matters the most (is that I gave enough ) Whoa Thanks for your concern and doubts Whoa I’m doing fine, I’m tryna work it out Whoa I heard you keep me in your prayers Whoa I’m not broken but I’m in repair It don’t matter if we making moves, people gonna stay confused It’s 2018 though, so why you chose to play the blues? Cuz getting green couldn’t satisfy my sadder side A matter of pride is making music I can stand beside A man abides by his choices, lets his voice be his guiding light Even when he strains it restraining dark and silent nights Find the fight in you, push it till it grows and spreads Dark days ahead, you see that storm brewing overhead? I watched the clouds clear once and I was taken back Hadn’t seen the beauty in a thing besides making raps now it’s back to the drawing board, my calling card Is women known for falling hard and kicking raps in darker bars Until the music dies, I’ll bend and sway anyway To demonstrate a friendly face that’s bearing such a heavyweight It’s getting late, dreams never wait for you to grab em But I’ll be fine on my own time, thanks for asking And if you’re falling Why can’t you Pick yourself up Push on through? And if you’re falling Why can’t you Pick yourself up Push on through And if I fall, I can stand again, I couldn’t be your mannequin Dressing up to sell you shit, I’ll never quit and plan to win And if that damn begins to burst will you hold it back Go with the pack or choose your own path, a road to map And if I fall, I can stand again, I couldn’t be your mannequin Dressing up to sell you shit, I’ll never quit and plan to win And if that damn begins to burst will you hold it back Go with the pack or choose your own path, a road to map Whoa Thanks for your concern and doubts Whoa I’m doing fine, I’m tryna work it out Whoa I heard you keep me in your prayers Whoa I’m not broken but I’m in repair And if you’re falling Everything’s gonna be alright And if you’re falling Everything’s gonna be alright And if you’re falling Everything’s gonna be alright And if you’re falling Everything’s gonna be alright

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In Moments just like these We can not fall apart In darkness, we’ll prevail Thought think, thin and hell So many things to do So many things to do So many things I gotta do But all I do is think of you Hey Baby I want to kiss you every night that’s all You’re a burning song that in my brain You love is all that makes me sane Hey Baby I want to kiss you every night that’s all You’re a burning song that in my brain You love is all that makes me sane Daydreaming to get home To get me past these days Tunnel vision is all I see To the Pic you gave me You gave me chills You gave me new will You gave me new life to love One that’s coming soon Hey Baby, I want to kiss you every night that’s all You’re a burning song that in my brain You love is all that makes me sane Hey Baby I want to kiss you every night that’s all You’re a burning song that in my brain You love is all that makes me sane Hey Baby, I want to kiss you every night that’s all You’re a burning song that in my brain You love is all that makes me sane Hey Baby I want to kiss you every night that’s all You’re a burning song that in my brain You love is all that makes me sane

Why ask me Those sorta questions Not even I And neither do you Know the answer To such things Keep these feelings in check Don't wanna scare you away You already Mean so much to me So walk me through the sands of time With that grace of yours You'll keep me where I stand So why are you doing this to me These precious walls that stand Are all I ever had What's more left to say That worth saying again You already mean The world to me So walk me through the sands of time With the grace of your You'll keep me where I stand So why are you doing this to me These precious walls that stand Are all I ever had